September 18, 2014- We had been talking for four months and we decided to make it official. You told me about you and her, my heart broke but I stayed because I loved you.
October 3, 2014- You let those boys grab on you right in front of me, I started cry because I knew then that I had lost you.
October 4, 2014- We broke up. You said that you hadn’t felt the same in a long time, I noticed things were different, I don’t know why I chose to ignore it.
November 12, 2014- You’re all I ever think about and you’re supposed to be mine this is shit, I love you. Please come back
December 5, 2014- Today you said to me, “I think about dating you sometimes, I miss you. I miss us.”
December 20, 2014- Today you told me about him, I felt so sick to my stomach. It was you and I and now it’s you and him. He won’t love you as much as I do, I can promise you that.
January 1, 2015- You’re at a party with him. You’ve been drinking, I can’t tell if it’s you or the alcohol talking to me.
January 17, 2015- Today is your birthday, you’re 16. I have it marked in my calendar as, “my baby’s birthday.” I guess the calendar didn’t get the memo that you aren’t mine anymore. You and him made it official, my worst nightmare came true, you’re someone else’s now.
January 19, 2015- You text me saying, “I think I’m over you now.” How fucked is that? I’m here in love with you watching you be with him and it’s been three months since you were mine and you decide it’s a good idea to tell me you’re now over me.
February 20, 2015- He said he doesn’t like that we talk, so you told me we couldn’t anymore.
March 16, 2015- We no longer share a class, not talking to you will be easier now. I hope he makes you happy, I’m sorry I couldn’t
April 20, 2015- I see you in the hall everyday, it’s hard seeing you and not being able to say hi or hug you. You were my world and now you aren’t even my friend
May 16, 2015- I sat with you at lunch today, I’ve missed you so much
June 2, 2015- Today I have my final speech so I had to wear a dress to school. You told me I looked pretty, I said thank you. I only ever believed it when you told me
June 15, 2015- Today is my birthday, I didn’t think you’d remember. I told you that and you said, “of course I remembered,” as if it were important to you
July 10, 2015- You told me you were single today and I wanted to tell you about all these feelings just to realize I only had them because I never got closure.
